bad days

Bad days J
gave u my favourite hair band blue and shiny
I thought things would always remain the same

 hands were numb and tiny
yet I put our picture in my hand made photo frame

 innocent was this heart – piece of cake for someone like u to tame
 and bam one day with your selfish words u ended this false game !

disappointed , disheartened but not hopeless
life couldn’t stop this 8 year old  child..
back to being lively , funny and reckless
 probably in the diabolic path of life - such scars are way too mild !

and then u came so sweet and docile ..
such calm eyes and lovely smile
thought probably you were worth the wait..
though you disappointed me too..
but u were one I could never hate..

but u went too
leaving me alone
and thus for ego our friendship was forgone

but life did not end
I found someone who easily could mend
those broken hearts which were shattered parts
and I thought we would never be apart

but ur repairing was for ur best use
being unaware of such views
told you everything that I couldn’t even say to myself
trusted u , cared for u, loved u  and changed myself..
hugged u cause it hurt me when u cried
forgetting that when last night because of your bitterness I nearly died

find ur names in between these line
you could be me or them and still be fine
probably someone killed your innocence someday
and ditched u and perhaps u never ready


don’t expect
respect ! ( yourself )
don’t believe
retrieve ! (yourself)

cause ppl will come ppl will go
but its only u who stays with yourself
and only u  who stays for   yourself !!
so smile

cause even those bad days
have showed u the best ways !! J

Jno it isn't a love poem !!